20

I'm 20 but am I free?

I'm 20 but am I where I envisioned myself to be?

Is 20 all about getting anxiety ?

Is 20 about exhaustion and thinking of what others perceive of me in a society?

Is 20 about figuring out how to form a career ?

Is 20 about the future being unclear?

Is 20 about having doubts?

Is 20 the age where you feel like dropping out?

Is this is what it is to be twenty?

To not have anything under your control , where everything seems messy ?

To feel one step closer to be an actual adult

Am I too late to even consult?

Is 20 where you get the feeling that you're too late at the party ?

Is 20 where all you're trying to find is some clarity ?

I guess being 20 is to accept the fact that I won't be a teenager anymore.

It's the age where I have to accept that I can no longer ignore ,

My problems and my mistakes

I guess 20 is about feeling that your life is at stake.

- V.